Its been around 1 week at home after spending 9 months of my life at the most pathetic and gross lands of TN.
P.S.: Today i Noticed nobody cares wat i write here,4m now onwards i ll use it as personal page.
This trip was really great and helped me in finding out what i should make from my time.
Yeah yeah I know world is moving a lightening speed and what am i doing..every one wants to be great an rich,then where the hell I stand in this crowd.See the world itself is rottening rapidly but no one sees that.every one is busy in finding their partners or making a way out in the league.My dad told me "man is happy only if he is having less money ".I dont want to challenge him giving solid arguments.Even if i do this ,then whats the result.I dont want to hurt him convincing that he achieved nothing.He has served his full life for a govt owned company.etc etc.
This seems very similar to a recent movie story.and I dunn mean to say the my life is pretty dramatic and common man's life.
{mind stuff} I always see him as a person whom i dunn like anymore.This thing started to build inside me when i was away from everyone .What can you do to a man whom you must not hurt anytime.I used to blame him for screwing up my life.For his mistakes i did not had any other choice ,but to tolerate all pain. Even though somewhere I am also responsible to what has happened.
So when i told all this stuff to my mom ,everything went opposite.I realized i was being too kiddish.Yaar every one makes mistakes .even i do some times then it does not mean we will be stucked into that pit for the whole life time.I wasted almost whole time in remorse.
Now i have made some new reso. s and new goals .Lets see where i land up this time
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